| | Wow, it's been a while...
Hm.
I have the feeling that I am losing a set of friends...very precious and dear to me.
I've never heard from them in what seems to be years but only a few months.
Do you hate me? Is there something wrong with me that just made you stop being my friend?
What the hell did I do to you?
I know I'm not as smart, I'm a lazy and immature person...is that it? Have you certainly changed so much that you cannot keep in touch with me?
Is it because I am not a successful person? Am I not smart enough/nice enough for you?
Well my apologies for not striving to do my best, apparently.
I've never been sharp but, back in those days, you were still my friend.
So then, what is it?
Maybe I am not doing so much on my part as a friend but that's just because I don't know if you're busy. You're always doing something, some kind of event that prevents me from wanting to bother you with my unnecessary ramblings or hangouts. I know you're trying to get through college...but still.
When you're out...when you're back at home...when you're having fun. Do you care?
It's kind of annoying how it seems that you don't.
It seems like I have to run into you for something so simple as to hang out for old time's sake.
If you just don't want to be my friend anymore then just say so.
You really don't know how annoyed and pissed off I am, do you?
I thought we were friends--as cheesy and cliche as that may sound. Seriously.
No, I am not an attention freak.
Sorry to be a bitch about this but...
I just want to know.
What am I to you?
Don't tell me here. You know who you are [and no, it's not you]. |
| | Posted 6/1/2008 3:45 PM - 46 Views
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